you upset me. but I don't know if it is you yourself that upsets me so much. or the fact that once again I gave everything and got nothing in return. that's not true. I get to repeatedly watch you tell your world how you can't get a girlfriend. cannot and choose not are two different things last time I checked. and it takes every decent bone in my body to not decipher the two and blow your cover. I get to read all of these girls telling you how amazing you are, how any girl would be silly not to be with you. girls who only know the facet your job creates. girls who don't know that the foolish thing is falling for you.
you used to tell me that was what you liked about me. that I saw the other sides of you. more importantly that I not only accepted but also embraced those sides of you. that I wasn't in it because of your job.
I miss those sides of you.
even if I only got to experience a quick glimpse.
you should reveal them more often.
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